Monday, September 19, 2011

Frustrated.

I'm so frustrated with the way my life has been going.
I'm so tired of the whole not talk to me for three weeks and then want to hang out and then if I have plans, it's another three weeks without talking to me.

I'm so over people in general.

I'm so over people that refuse to provide for their children. I'm so over people who don't know me and that have never TRIED to get to know me giving me "advice" about college. There's a reason I'm not the social butterfly I was in high school. There's a reason I only trust four human beings. It's because of the idiots that surround me and try to interject in my life when I never wanted them around me in the first place.

I'm so over not being able to get to the people that do care about what's going on inside of my life and how I'm doing or whether I'm actually starving or if I'm sure I'm going to have a house in the next month or not.

I just want to go to sleep. I want to go to sleep for a few months and wake up to being sure I'm not going to end up homeless because some JERK won't give my mother money. I want to wake up to food that's not the cheapest thing in the store because that's all we can afford.

Life has just seriously gone down hill this year. I'm so ready for 2011 to end because this year has royally SUCKED.

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