School starts in 13 days.
Band Camp starts on Monday...
My senior year is closing in like a frikin tsunami and I can only keep my head up in calm waters.
I've already made a promise to myself that i'm going to carry my ghetto camera everywhere with me this year, capture some memories, save some moments, stuff like that. I'm looking forward to the Friday night football games, though to my dismay there's only 5 away games this year. I'm ready for the laughs, i'm ready for the quality time with my friends, i'm ready to get this over with. But i know that this isn't going to be a breeze like 8th or 9th grade.. i'm headed for the big leagues. I've been praying and praying and asking God to take my stress away, i'm already stressing like crazy over grades and i haven't set foot in Thomson High yet. This year i can't procrastinate like a fool, i can't just not do homework and play catch up before report cards, i can't settle for a C. i WON'T settle for a C in anything, not even on progress reports. I'm going to totally bust butt this year and i'll probably end up hating myself for it, but i can do it. I can do it as long as i'm walking those halls holding Jesus' hand. I can do it as long as i run to God when i'm having a bad day, and not let it effect my mood. I can do it as long as i stay strong and don't give up. I can do it as long as i stay faithful and not put God on the back burner like i so easily do. What i'm doing when i graduate is really up in the air with my prayers right now, waiting for answers is the hardest thing to do but i have to do it. There's on major decision i'm making right now about churches that will greatly effect me that i have to make the right decision on. Right now i'm letting go of everything i'm comfortable with and letting God do some much needed repairs on my heart.
Senior year is going to be the greatest year of my life, as long as God is first.
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